Kaylee Muthart gouged her own eyes out outside of a church while in a meth-induced hallucination last month and is on a journey to recovery.

On February 6th, Muthart, 20, was found ripping out her eyes in front of a South Carolina church. She was rushed to the hospital but her eyes could not be saved — she is completely blind.

"That was a struggle. I can't even explain that feeling when I found out, it was horrifying. Complete terror," Muthart's mother, Katy Tompkins, "I was thankful she was alive, but I knew something was wrong with her."
Muthart claims she was told to "sacrifice her eyes" in order to go to heaven. During her hallucination, she became very involved with religion.

"I thought everyone who had died was stuck in their graves, that God was up in heaven alone, and that I had to sacrifice something important to be able to release everyone in the world to God," she told PEOPLE. "It made the world darker, and took everything I believed in and distorted them to make me go down the path to pulling out my eyes."

The concept of life after death was extremely consuming to Muthart in her delirious state.
"It was scary, I didn't understand what God wanted of me, but it made me feel a sense of righteousness that I had to be the one to do it," she recalls. "And I was glad to do it because I've always had a big heart and nobody's ever giving me that love back."

She then went on to explain the incident brought on by meth that was most likely laced with other chemicals.

"I proceeded to pull out my eyes with my bare hands and twisted them, and pulled them, and popped them.
Muthart's mother, Katy Tompkins, warned of the dangers of using illegal substances.

"Be very, very careful of any (illegal) drug you get because you never know what you're going to get in it," Tompkins said.

Tompkins went on to say that neither she nor Muthart want anyone else to have to experience what they have. Tompkins "can't even explain how it feels."




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