I want you to know that what you are going through is not special.A lot of people are going through the same thing.But God is not responsible for evil,He does not want to see His children hurt.But most times we do not fully obey his principle.For instance,Be anxious for nothing.Philippians 4:6.But we worry as if we can help ourselves.Worry may look justifiable but to God it is simply lack of trust.I want you to trust God again,not because of what you need but because of who He is.He is the ALMIGHTY...HE CAN DO ALL THINGS.Jeremiah 32:27.OMEGA CYBER MINISTRY.+2348052773865. www.omegagospelnetwork.com