Your breaking point is your breakthrough point.  Until you feel like giving up God may not show up. That feeling of giving up is an indication that God wants you to give up on yourself and give in to Him. When things get so tough know that your miracle is closer. The salvation we are enjoying today caused Jesus Christ physical, spiritual and emotional pain. I don't know that pain in your heart right now.  If Jesus made it you will make it.  Romans 8:32.